Ok, ok, ok! i'm sorry! I haven't posted in forever and I feel awful about it... uhm, I guess you could say "not alot has changed" since my last post... The family reunion was amazing, I've been on break at the studio, room still isn't 100% finished, youth group started and I'm SOOO excited about my small group (!), I've gotten really ridiculously good at nail art, uhm... I think that's mostly it. figured out some college stuff. Life's pretty boring lately...

Went shopping with mom today. Had so much fun, and got some of the stuff I need for the pageant =] I'm really getting excited, but feeling a desperate need to hit the gym and get in shape! 42 days to go! =]

I'M TEACHING MY OWN CLASS! They gave me a Friday hip-hop class to teach at the studio =D i'm SO excited! And I'm in Elite (shocker?)!! I'm so ready for break to end, but at the same time i have this small desire to never go back... I love dance, I love the Savelli's, I just feel like it's taking over my life and the demands are getting too high. I know I only feel this way because i've been on break and gotten fat and lazy, so next week I wont feel this at all, but it just bums me out, ya know?

wow! just came across a poem I wrote a little less than a year. I forgot how powerful it was and how much it meant to me;


I know just how this story goes,
I've lived this life before.
But even so, there's something different,
something new and I feel free.
Maybe it's the coauthor, but baby,
I really think it's me.

We dance this dance, I know the steps well
But mix it up for me.
You're learning for the first time
just how to move your feet,
but can you mix it up for me?

I've heard that line before,
but the words are new to your lips
I'll choose to trust your innocence,
if you choose to trust my sins
And maybe through our unique situation
we'll end up falling in love
but baby tonight I just wanna dance with you,
so pretend it's all we get

Let's dance our dance, that no one else knows,
and be happy simply to move
perfection is achieved by practice,
so let's be sure that's what we dont do
This messy choreography pleases me more than you know
and maybe I'll end up loving you,
but only if I choose so


My God! I wish I could still write like that! I wish I had a reason to write like that!  I wish I still felt like that, most of all. Someday...

For now it's off to bed. I'm well exhausted from shopping and several hours skyping my lovely JM <3 Goodnight, world!

~Rocky